Wantness

So, I was watching this tv series called 'awkward' which is shit load melodramatic. And I always thought I was that type of girl who's into action movies and soccer games and dirty humour. But I realize that sometimes I just like to watch laid back chick flicks, and romedy stuff that tags along. I love crying while watching stuff. But only when I'm alone.
It's so crazy that a girl like me goes nuts over stuff like having a best friend who you share your world with. Maybe not everything, but when the time is right and the moment is perfect. I don't have one per se but after watching all the dramatic scenes, I kinda feel like I want one. Thus almost makes me text all my friends at once. But who am I kidding. Our lives are not directed and produced and acted upon. So, who knows what it will turn out like. I've heard somewhere, probably I've seen this on Facebook that our personality for next day is 30% of the movie we watched just then. I feel it. All that stuff, I want. All those talks, I want. All those scenes, I hella want!
It's a preposterous phenomenon. But i freaking want! Ok, I feel like I'm just using big words, but I do want! Alright.