I hate feelings.
When you have enough, you don't realize how you'd feel when you're at the loss of it. Maybe you didn't even think about it. Mostly because there was no possibility of losing that thing or that person.
But when it came to that point in time that I feel so freaking sad and I miss that person(in my case) so badly that I may start to cry.
Maybe I didn't realise the value or the effect or the habit of that person being constantly around that I so badly don't wanna break.
It's said that when something you feel deeply is captured by your subconscious. And you dream of it at times. I don't know about how true this is. But I do feel deeply and I don't want to lose or want things to change.
Wish we could go back as we were. Or maybe better.
