Tuesday 19 March 2019

Commitment issues

Why is it so hard for me to commit to something. Anything. I can't even commit to writing once a month. Let alone everyday. I can't commit to working out 7 days a week, let alone 31 days. I can't commit to read a page a day, let alone finish a book.

Why is this hard?

I am not even committed to solving my problems! I just let go if it gets too difficult. And I let it pass with time. Maybe a time will come when this will all change? Or I hope it does.

How does this work? They say 21 days doing something, may turn it into a habit. I've been keeping track. Well more like noticed. You can't keep track of something that happens rarely. I guess? Well, I've noticed I can't do anything more prolonged than 7 days straight. Wonder why is that.

Any thoughts?