Tuesday 25 October 2016

Little me

I'd heard about little mix. Although I'd never actually heard any of their songs. But I recently did. And I really liked them.

This song "little me" specifically touched my heart. It's about what she'd say to her younger self. What advice she'd give.

So I've been thinking.

What would I say to little siddhi?

Idk. Maybe something like you're gonna grow up just fine? That you're gonna be a nice person. That life is never easier but you still get by. That it's crude and greasy but simple and sweet. That life works out some way or the other. That people would be good to you. That they'd love you. But not always. They also have their own people. But they'll be there for you. That you are gonna be someone. That don't be afraid to take initiative because people love such people. To drink more water, maybe? That follow your dream. The rest will follow you. That you're smart and good hearted. You're so not a dangerous person (laughs out loud). That you'd love to cry at nights and pretend nothing happened the next day. That you'd love to laugh out more than speak. That your smile could break hearts (or so they'd say). That you're so nice that you could be manipulated. But karma will get them.. Don't worry. That you'd never have the best of luck but you'd be so much better even without it. That you're a sensible person just listen to yourself.

*writes all this at 6 am and cries *

You could never change. But you are the best you could be.