Legos Anybody?

Soulmates. You don't believe in?

Is it because I believe in the concept, I am so sad? Or it is something else?

Imagine you are a 3D pictured lego structure. Still unfinished. Not even halfway there. But with all your colors and edges, you are one of the Lego structures I can bet be worth something when you are complete. And there's not just you. There are many others like you, trying to complete themselves. Pieces have been coming together, forming pictures. But you are still searching for your missing pieces. You see people around finding theirs, almost completing. And you can see how good they look put together. Like they were meant to be. But at the back of your mind, you are still searching for your missing pieces.

Maybe your missing pieces aren't there at all? Maybe you are mistaken that every Lego picture has to be completed. Maybe time might run through and you may never find them even if they are somewhere. What if they are trying to put themselves together too, and trying to find you. Hope fate help you find yours.

But I'm in this constant search. And what if I've had my missing pieces right in front of me and I don't recognize them? What if pieces I pick aren't mine and we are not complete still.

Why do we even go through this. *Getting too emotional now* But seriously though.

You know it's not just Legos I'm talking about right?

Resolutions

Well, another new year is here. What else is new around? Umm my hair maybe. Oh yeah.

But I really need to stop doing things that I don't wanna do. Like I did not want to go Goa somehow. I mean it never turns out bad, coz you learn to survive almost everything life throws your way. But doesn't mean you should hurt meaninglessly for happiness or silliest reasons of others. I need to start taking decisions based on my gut. I mean I do already, but small decisions. I still let my family take decisions for me. But hopefully it will be different from now on. And say what I want to say. I mean there is a difference in saying what you really want and speaking nonsense. So yeah, that is on my list as well.

Also another thing I need to do I eat well. Eating disorder is really a downer. And exercise damn it!

And one more thing I need to post on my wall right in front of my bed, so that I can see it as I open my eyes- Get your ass off.

And write. Write like never before. Not to be scared or judgemental about it. Just do what you feel like. Write what uiu feel like.

And be kind, like always. That is it I guess.