I've come to a realization.
I was listening to this song today. On repeat as usual. For those who think why? Well, I usually play any song on repeat. then I like it. Then I play it endless until I get bored of it. And then I play it after so long that I can remember it like a distant memory of the time I played the song on repeat.
That's me.
So as I was saying. I was playing this song on repeat. And I looked at the playlist and I found another song, I hadn't heard, but I do like that band. And it was exciting. And I wanted to play that next. But I didn't want to pause the current song that I was playing already. I hadn't had enough of it yet.
Ok so people thinking I'm crazy, what stupid excuse is this. What stupid thought. It might not mean anything to you. But it means so much to me. I could derive my actions through this stupid example.
Like, just like the song example, I am fond of the oncoming day. I do want to go out and live it. But it just feels so damn good in bed. I know I'm not gonna get more out of it. But it just feels so good while the moment lasts. And you got to wake up and get outta bed then!
Ok I'll give ya another example. Say I'm sipping cold coffee (on the top of my mind, coz I've been having that a lot) and you come and place a real yum sandwich in front of me. I want to have the sandwich but I'm not through with the cold coffee! I'll suck it dry and lick the insides until I'm sure I won't miss it anymore. Then I'd move on to the sandwich.
It's weird. But it's fun and good to know yourself :P
