Lingering feelings

It's only been two hours and I've already completed 3 tasks out of 4. And I've been left with this feeling, this hope that my world is not in the wrong. That I still could be what I want to be. That I am striving towards it. I am likeable and deserved to be liked. I just hope this lasts.

It feels good when people of your generation appreciate you. But it feels even better what people before the before generation talk and agree with you. Accept you. They're the same as us Infact. Playful, joyous. It's just that their views sometimes uncover the generation gap.

I don't have much to say, honestly. I just felt like mentioning it.

This lifetime though

I love the stations in villages, the low heighted ones, with grass growing from the corner of the stones, standing atop little rooftop sheds. I guess I just like simplicity. And somehow deep down I think I choose to like it. That's the keyword for today, "choose".

Maybe you can choose to do specific things. It does not always have to be fate. Or destiny. Or soulmate shiz.

Maybe I'll let you take care of me in another lifetime. I'll let you love me in another lifetime. Or better, we'll fall in love together and grow old and travel the world. But in another lifetime.

But this lifetime though, I choose to stay intact and not be swayed by the destiny bitch.