About tonight

Ugh. I feel like I've been robbed! Why do people do stuff without letting you know and you know they did it because you took them for granted and they got mad. But still, why?
I saw the darkest nights today as I came alone, without any company, home. It was alright though. A warning would've been good!
Huuuuh! Ok so what's done is done. About the rest of the night, I may become a pro in carrom of I keep working here I tell you! But its fun. There are good people. I just wish they'd find me a cool person too! I'm not. But what's in expecting?! I wish I was. But I don't want to be someone I'm not. It's such a complex thing. It's like life is a paradox.
When does it get simpler I wonder.