Thursday, 3 August 2017

Need to know

Fir maybe the first time I don't know what I feel. I feel sad, maybe and betrayed. I want someone to console me. Because at this point of time I don't think I'd be able to do it for myself.

I know I am all tough and can take anything that comes my way and all that shiz. But this I wasn't expecting. Now I wish I'd prepared myself. I know I'll have to go with it. But not right now. Now is not the time I accept. I'll accept it tonight when  I see my dad's face. That'll either give me Courage or literally break me down.

I want to scream out loud. "I fucking want my family weekends." I do love them. As much I want to be an independent person, I want to never let go of them coz they're the reason I'm what I am. I just can't. At least not right now.

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