Delayed

Most of the times. What you expect is not what you get. And what you get is not what you want. But somehow you've gotta make the best of it anyways.

I've been in these situations a lot of times. If I go on telling my story, it might take forever or maybe a second. But the thing is, it does matter. I want to paint the words right here abstract.

"I never expected to be here. I don't want to be here."

There. I said it. I've thought about it many times. But it ends now. Now that I am in this situation, I've got to work through it. What if my work isn't that great. Or what if I'm far away from home than I've ever been. Or what if I'm broke and bent. It doesn't matter. None of it matters because it's happened and I can do nothing about it. So instead of whining let's do something. Let's pretend that this was your intention all along. I wanted to be here, so far away from home so I can make a better and self reliant person out of myself. I'm no longer a kid, I know. I wanted to be broke for once because once when you're down, you start from scratch. Or at least that's what I do. Then once you've achieved something, any significant little thing; your confidence is restored. And that is what you need all along. Confidence.

I may have been delayed. I am getting slow maybe. Or maybe I'm adjusting. But I'm gonna do my best. (not at my job maybe, because it sucks :p) but I'll try to balance everything in life.

So in the leaving note, I leave 3 epic words. 3 words that form a plan. whenever. wherever.

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