Tuesday, 8 August 2017

Cheated

Honestly? I feel cruelly cheated.

I've been here 4 days now and I am already regretting it. I've hated this place even before I came here. I had no intention of coming here. If I could I'd leave now. Just let me. I'm not happy. Not at all. Nothing is as it seems. It's much worse than you'd ever expect. And I've always hated the situation where people who are less deserving get the goods and you don't. It's like my dignity has fallen to my feet and my feet are too heavy to move. And I keep telling myself to take it one day at a time. And keep lying to everybody I know that I'm okay. I'm not! I'm so freaking not! And I don't want to be this way.

Please situation, change.

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