Today I wanna talk about instinct. The one that makes you do the things you do. The thing that makes you say the things you say. That gut feeling. That inner voice in your head.
I've always trusted my instinct. I mean it could be wrong or it could've lead me wrong but if could do it over, I'd still listen to that sad but daring little voice in my head. But today, today I felt wrong. It went wrong. I don't know how, or I'm not exactly sure why.
As I've been in this whole new job search thing, I really really wanted this job. Mostly because it was right for me in so many ways. I was at perfect distance. It paid almost alright salary. It was what I'd have liked to do. It was the right company. Or so I thought. And the interview.. Oh it went like I would've never imagined. And there's no bond or anything.
But sucks. I didn't get in. I studied freaking data structures for it. The one thing I hate most next to networking.
I feel useless right now. I've lost my instinct. Do they restore and come back again? If you know a thing or two about this stuff, let me now.
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