Well if it isn't my forte to preach about 'anything n everything' and doing absolutely nothing about it, then what is?
Mind you, I do try though.
BTW the character between the oh so familiar words in the title is 'vs' in Japanese. Since watching anime, my thoughts ruminate in the flashes of Japanese that I now understand (sometimes)
Honestly, I have been heavily relying on the outside world for the motivation that I lack. And on watching more random motivation/inspiration videos, I get to know all the things I am doing wrong! Motivation is a MYTH they say. It just puts in a mindset for a time being to actually work on your work that you were supposed to work on. And before today, I thought that was a good thing? At least I am getting things done this way. I am getting my emotions, my heart and head aligned to work on a task.
I have been doing this so I can verify that it is temporary satisfaction. And to start new task, I would have to wait until I actually feel like doing so.
Somewhere after watching Ali Abdaal I feel like, I should really stop this. Need to instill discipline! Of course this is also momentary motivation. But the feeling that I lack motivation and crave for it is not unreal.
My goals for this framework include writing of course. But I have been wanting to read more and learn to draw picturesquely(I wonder if I can?), workout (Pamela is not going to wait on me, need to catch up!), sleep plenty and wake up on time. I have never attempted to wake up for myself to spend time on myself. It is always work that wakes me up. And I feel ashamed saying this but of course my life is not work. The things that matter we think they will stay irrespectively. But once the time is gone, there is no turning back. So lets do what we can, if we can?
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