It rained today. It rained bad. I'm not against rain or so, but it gets cold. And I prefer warmth. Unlike all the other days when you know it's gonna be a sunny day, today was different. Mostly because I realized something that I'd usually ignore or let be. But today i want to point it out. I want it to mean something even if it doesn't. Because even though I don't love the sun, I enjoy the glimpse of sunshine on a rainy day.
2 seconds. He looked at me 2 second. Or maybe he did, because it wasn't so bright but I felt like it. Don't you feel it when someone is looking at you? Must've had that feeling sometime! And then it was gone. Because I'm a coward. I'm afraid. I'm scared of God knows what. Maybe it's embarrassment or shyness. But that moment was gone. But still on my mind for a while now. If I had a pen and paper at hand, I would've written a song by now, that probably no one would've heard or a piece of paper crumpled and thrown in the garbage can because this is among one of the many crushes I've had? No one can say for sure. Neither can I.
I wish I could change and get my life in control. I wish I could be a little of things, could do a lot of things. But today, this is it. Taking pleasure in glimpse of sunshine and wondering if there would be a rainbow to see.
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