Sleeplessness

Ok. So I've had a long day today. I've been to another city and back. Plus to top that I've had one of the worse interview experience. And to top that too, after interview I had to face relatives and cousins who may or may not be doing better than me.

My day started at pervious night mostly. That's because I couldn't sleep much. I woke up at four am to go to an interview that I didn't want to go for. I couldn't sleep in the train because nature was so beautiful. No seriously! I may have decided my future vacation home. And when I arrived at that big 'ol company, I was rushed into the interview like they just had to get done with me. No preparations, nothing. Also they do not like people who have progressive thinking. They like people who have mugged up concepts and robot minded. I really really wanted to earn the job though, and slap in their face by rejecting the offer. But I couldn't. Because I didn't crack the robotic interview.

I've been trying to tell myself that I didn't want it in the first place. But it is so very difficult to believe. Feel good, sid!

Moving on, after the realisation completely sinking in our heart and brain we went to see family. Because there is nothing else we could've done for 4 more hours for the next train. And you can obviously imagine later situation..

Now that I'm sitting at home. Tired but still not able to sleep. Tired of disregarding parents expectations. Tired of seeing them try. Tired of life in general. And I'm now not even sure if I'm an average student anymore. Thanks sucky interview.